Tuesday, September 30, 2008

秋。2008

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2008年9月30日   晴

秋分已過了超過一星期了
本來我還在納悶著怎麼天氣還是一樣的悶熱

今早我和我的小王子躺在床上賴床不願醒來
突然間,很浪漫地,徐徐的涼風把我們給吻醒了

起來看電視就知道了原來北風已起,我們正式進入涼秋了。
今朝聽到颱風已登陸了台灣的消息﹣可能跟延遲有關吧。

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今天CS生日 :CS,  祝你快樂。

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昨天毛毛放學時跟我說他明天會高興地上學去不再哭。還會在窗口拜拜媽咪。
我好驚訝﹣學校教得真好。。。

今朝,7:20分,
如常是毛爸外出的時間;
他也如常地嚎啕大哭,說要爸爸留下;
我整理了一下舒發上的玩具,如常地緊緊摟著他一同坐在舒發上,給他最多最多的安全感;
毛爸也如常難過又無奈地關上門;
毛毛如常地緊緊拖著我的手上學去;
到達時,他如常地和我難分難離不肯放開我的手,
可是在我倆的身體完全被分開了以後,他就帶著眼淚鼻涕大聲告訴我記得放學時給他帶冰凍的果汁....(你說我要哭或笑?)
然後他繼續用最大聲的哭喊叫,哭得全校人都習慣了,叫我放心回去因為他在下一秒就安靜下來了。我偷偷地留下,果然。。。

我倆如常地知道毛毛將會either是世上最好的演員or他是最真情深情的一個人。
咿!這不就真是我倆的生活寫照麼。。。







Monday, September 29, 2008

有趣的博客 Nice Blog

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近來讀了很多大馬的博客感到好榮幸﹣大馬人的文化水平高極了(嘻!不害羞),而對生活的體驗也有非常深刻的體會。
本港的博客大多數都談時事,很少(幾乎不會有?)有人願意剝開來讓人審視自己的情感世界。(所以笨珍永遠是異類)
目前我個人最捧常喜看的是大馬和台灣的博客﹣內容豐富有趣極了﹣最重要﹣有人性嘛。:)
請跟我來看看珍珍推荐的一些有感情的博客吧。當然有趣的博客多不盡碌﹣沒列入的朋友請別介意。

從男性角度高調談論兩性關系之於,體會得真和愛的有道理﹣ KennySia.com是其一 ﹣這是他其中的一個文件夾﹣Understanding Women.
除了(討厭 :P ) License To Touch 表現出一般男人的‘不敢’之外﹣“怎麼他們總不懂我們想要他們?”
我抽樣式地看了其它都很好﹣非常喜歡其中一篇:How Do Couples Keep The 'spark' alive In their Relationship。他拍很多好看的照片圖文並茂很有趣﹣從他的眼睛看他的世界。
 
單親媽媽 MOLLY 許多許多的我們都不曉得自己潛在的力量﹣由其是女性﹣母愛或愛情的力量﹣她讓我再次看見人是有著無限的力量的!

VERA 異常感性+理性又在生活中非常出色的一位大馬女性 ﹣非常喜歡她的博客名﹣Shut That Door... 人生總有那麼多無奈和安奈不住?!

MTSEN 很慷慨地免費(是真的真的免費!) 分享了他的理財之道和願意幫助我們邁向沒金錢煩惱的一天﹣如果不是為了錢﹣你還會工作麼?
如果你能偋除一般的抗拒(怕被人騙)而深入地去看他的博客的話﹣這是個挺有趣和informative的博客。
如果真有興趣﹣給自己一個機會﹣想辦法聯絡他吧﹣問他。問他在“賣”什麼。
小說形式﹣快來跟我一起去看看他胡蘆裡賣得的什麼藥。
以他的文筆如果有一天出書也不奇怪,我們有幸先睹為快了。為什麼此類財經博客會被我列入有感情的博客之一呢?除了網友之間的友情連結之外,他分享的心意就像我跟大家分享玫琳凱MaryKay的心意是一樣的﹣愛的心意,如果你懂我感激我為作過的請給點空間去看看吧﹣不明白的地方可以讓我知道。

*忘了提一提: 他是我們沙巴當年的才子之一 :)

NicoleKiss 非常可愛的一位女生﹣年青又聰慧。喜愛她﹣懂生活﹣肯定是明日之星!

MamaMin 是名人Patrick Teo的太太。她做的cake/cupcake非常有創意!最崇拜她的是對家的熱愛。。。Happiness is Homemade - 她說。

最後當然就是這本正在「瘋狂衛視」審察中準備替我合輯出版的 [Life Is Out Of Track]
雖然還沒一個主題,又不是日記,又不是心情扎記,rojak一樣的博客,但從大家捧場的程
度看來我是停止不了各為看官的愛慕了:)
作者很快就會到大馬舉行一個巡迴讀者會會面讀者要簽名的讀者記的早點邀約 -
喀喀喀喀....

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Half Full 好有趣的博客 ﹣non-malaysian's blog - 博客名提醒我要keep positive!

Make Cool Music - Carl Wong 愛創作音樂的朋友

黃立行+劉若英-分開旅行(original name-black black heart)

非常棒的一首樂曲!!!
首短女高音的和音﹣i'm totally melt!!
祖和我愛極了~這也是我們夫妻關係的一個重大的旅程碑。
分開生活﹣卻更能讓兩人更靠近一些。







Sunday, September 28, 2008

孙楠 &韩红 - 美丽的神话



梦中的人熟悉的脸孔
你是我守候的温柔
就算泪水淹没天地
我不会放手,每一刻孤独的承受
只因我曾许下承诺
你我之间熟悉的感动
爱就要苏醒
万世沧桑唯有爱是永远的神话
潮起潮落始终不悔真爱的相约
几番若痛的纠缠多少黑夜挣扎
紧握双手让我和你再也不离分
枕上雪冰封的爱恋
真心相拥才能融解
风中摇曳炉上的火
不灭亦不休
等待花开春去春又来
无情岁月笑我痴狂
心如钢铁任世界荒芜
思念永相随
悲欢负月唯有爱是永远的神话
谁都没有遗忘古老,古老的誓言
你的泪水化为漫天飞舞的彩蝶
爱是翼下之风两心相随自在飞
你就是我心中唯一




那英、孙楠 - 只要有你


谁能告诉我有没有这样的笔
能画出一双双不流泪的眼睛
留得住世上一纵即逝的光阴
不让所有美丽从此也不再凋零
如果是这样我可以安慰自己
再没有你的夜里能画出一些光明
留得住快乐全部都送去给你
苦涩的味道变了甜蜜
从此也不用分开相爱的天和地
还能在同一天空月亮太阳再相遇
生命中只要有你
什么都变了可以
让所有流星随时都相遇
从此在人世上面没有无奈的分离
我不用睁着眼睛看你远走的背影
没有变坏的青春没有失落的爱情
所有承诺永恒的象星星



陳升﹣北京一夜

Love this OLD song
Miss you, Lea Yong
麗容,想念和妳共度的時光

了解自己 Find yourself... in your hole

你真的 希 望 了解自己嗎?
你真的 願 意 了解自己嗎?

想清楚﹣那個
黑暗的、深藏的﹣﹣你真想把他出來嗎?


懂我的你都知道我一直都提倡〔找自己〕、也不懈地埋堆於許多的心裡測試裡。你更是記得我沒停止過告訴你我一直找不到自己。。。

九形人格(Enneagram) 出現於公元九世紀,是一種探索人心理工具。
九樣人格中其中七種與天主教的七宗罪(Seven Deadly Sins) 相同 
﹣有看過 Brad Pitt & Morgan Freeman 主演的名戲 <SEVEN> 就知道了。
九形人格是一個幫助人們找出心裡潛在的激情。
﹣﹣主要內容摘自Helen Palmer一書。

我一面做一面冒汗,每一題都貼心地把內心想隱藏的一一挖出來。
我完成了書中的測試後,
我是9號人格﹣Mediator調停者(和平) - 跟隨/懶惰/愛/正確行動/尋求聯合/愛好/聯合。
我覺得對極了,因為我一直都向命運/家人妥協﹣妥協是乎是我此生唯一能做的事。
於是近年來我更是慢慢地進入嚴重不滿的狀況。
因為9號的我永遠拿不定主意/討厭看見戰爭,努力生活愛遍了所有人為了希望看見大家快樂。
記得我在根城小婚禮麼﹣似個小同學聚會,我遙遠的坐在主人席看見你們快樂坐在一塊兒、和我們惟一的一次大團照﹣都為我人生添上美麗的色彩﹣而我知道我是由始至終的觀眾﹣由策划﹣安派﹣享受﹣緬懷。

第二天我上網做了上列網址後我卻再也不是個9號了。

第一次,我是個4號 Tragic Romantic ﹣悲情浪慢者。痛苦和創造(自我)。
我不願意相信那是自己因為我不敢承認自己的自卑帶來的巨大妒嫉感。
於是我休息了一夜後好好把同樣的測試重做一遍,

第二次,出來的答案讓我好佩服,我細心地審視自己的感情處事方式後,得到的答案都是大同小異。不過我把我原本的第二人格﹣8號Boss﹣ 保護者提升成為了第一人格。其它的都維持不變!這讓我覺得好奇妙。而我以為自己是的9號人格從本來的5﹪調高到12﹪,可是卻仍然不是我的主要人格。

我深入地把書裡的性格都細看了一遍知道了自己的答案都是對的。我是8號。
豪情/黑白分明/愛我或離開我/沒有灰色地帶/今朝有酒今朝醉。
8﹣Leader ﹣別讓字面騙了你,我不是有“才能”而成為了一為領導。
相反,我只是不斷地在處事方式想成為領導的一方罷了。
占有、愛操控都是潛在的個性。

難過。迷網。因為一直高喊愛的口號的我原來心底深處尋求的不是愛。
占有攻擊只是希望擁有的一種手段,到頭來還是不要愛。好奇怪,和無奈。

寫到這裡心裡像打翻了五味瓶似的,而讓我的4號就出來了﹣4號總是痴戀上一不存在的人=無知地不接受事實
﹣我深深感到傷痛和難過不願意知道自己卻又是和8號矛盾的,因為〔真相〕是8號的特質。

我把這些心裡感受寫出來,不曉得有多少位你會看到這裡,我可能還想繼續偽裝下去。
我希望跟你分享我接觸到九形人格的心路歷程﹣﹣>
從開始時,已為自己是9號﹣如此膚淺地看著自己的一些表面的行事方式就斷定那就是自己的人格;然後在2次深入地探索無人地帶後,發現了自己的潛在激情個性﹣4或8。

無論如何,書中提到重要的一點是用‘手指著月亮,並不代表你擁有了月亮’。
比喻我們回答問題的同時很多時後給的答案都自己以為會作出的決定或希望是的決定而事實中未必是會作出這樣的決定。
它強調這一切自己作的只可供觀察,還真需要專業人士來審察才能作實。

書中要記得第二點就是:這是一個讓我們了解自己和身邊的人的溝通工具,並不代表我們此生就永遠鎖定如此了。我們可以改進的!
可探討的事情太多了,不過怕悶壞了你們。。。有機會再分享吧。

**另外一樣出人意表的答案:祖是1號﹣完美主義。
這讓我頓時有種像戲裡面的感覺﹣驚訝?恐怖?﹣我從不察覺自己的枕邊人是如此要求完美。
我可提供的解釋就是我一直知道他處於巨大的壓力下生活,外來的,自來的,從小到大。
而我連親密地並存了33年的自己都攪不懂,我又何有能力了解他呢?




Are you ready to get inside your hole? A hole that you have been hiding yourself from the world and yourself...
I mean, are you really really really ready to find out who you are? Without regrets?
I will give you 24 hours to think of this, thoroughly...
If your answer is still YES, try this:

Find myself in Enneagram
http://www.enneagraminstitute.com/intro.asp


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我。。。
MY RESULT on Sep 28, 2008

I'm the 4th here in this chinese online test, but I'm the 9th in the book on my hand which i spent much time and effort to do... i wonder what is right or wrong in this world.... "9th" is the least that i could get in this online tests which only consist of 5% of me... strange... but i like to be the 9th as i think I'm the 9th....

How about you?

九型人格分析
第四型藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者
15%
第八型領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型
14%
第三型成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型
13%
第六型忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型
12%
第二型助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型
11%
第一型完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使
11%
第五型智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型
11%
第七型快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型
8%
第九型和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者
5%


[4th The Romantic] - 15%
你擁有藝術家的性格,多愁善感且想像力豐富,會常沉醉於自己的想像世界裡。另一方面,由於你是感情主導的人,有些工作你不喜歡就可能會放棄不做,不會考慮責任的問題。

主要特徵:
覺得有些東西在生活中遺失了,而別人又恰好擁有自己遺失的東西。
被遙不可及的事物深深吸引。把一個不存在的戀人理想化。
依靠情緒、禮貌、華麗的外表和高雅的品位等外在表現來支撐自己的自尊。
帶有憂鬱感。追求的目標是深入的感情而不是純粹的快樂。
不願意接受"普通情感的平淡"。需要通過缺失、想像和戲劇性的行動來重新加固個人的情感。
追尋真實。感覺現實不是真的,相信當個人被真愛包圍時,真正的自我將出現。
被生活中真實和激烈的事務所深深吸引,比如生死、性愛、災難、遺棄等等。
敏感於他人的情感和痛苦。能夠幫助那些困境中的人。

在很多情況,你都是和平使者,善解人意,隨和。你很容易了解別人,卻不是太清楚自己想要什麼,會顯得優柔寡斷。相對地說,你的主見會比較少,寧願配合其他人的安排,做一個很好的支持者,所以你是心較被動的。

[9th-The Peacemaker] - 5%
主要特徵:
用不必要的事物來取代真實的需要。最重要的事情往往被留在了一天的最後時刻。
難以做出決定。「我是同意,還是不同意」或「我是想去,還是不想去?」
根據習慣行動,重複熟悉的解決方法。儀式主義。
很難說"不"。
壓抑身體的能量和怒火。
用被動進攻和頑固堅持來表現控制力。
關注他人的立場。
難以保持個人的立場,但是卻能擁有感知他人內心體驗的能力。
代表人物:林肯、華德‧迪士尼


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我。。。
my 2ND attempt on Sep 28, 2008


九型人格分析
第八型領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型
16%
第四型藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者
14%
第三型成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型
13%
第六型忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型
12%
第二型助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型
12%
第九型和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者
12%
第一型完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使
8%
第七型快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型
8%
第五型智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型
4%


[8th - Boss]

你擁有很多當領袖的特質:豪爽、不拘小節、自視甚高、遇強越強、關心、正義、公平。你清楚自己的目標,並努力前進。由於不願被人控制,且具有一定的支配力,所以你很有潛質做領袖帶領大家。由於你好勝性格,有時侯會對人有點攻擊性,讓人感到壓力。

主要特徵:
控制個人的佔有物和空間,控制那些可能影響自己生活的人。
具有進攻性,公開表達自己的憤怒。 。
關注正義,喜歡保護他人。
把打架和性愛當作與他人接觸的方式。相信那些在正面衝突中不退縮的人。
把過度看作克服厭倦的良藥。夜生活、瘋狂娛樂、徹夜狂歡、暴飲暴食……
難以意識到自我的依賴性。當別人愛上他們時,他們會通過各種方式拒絕真實情感,比如離開、認為無聊或者暗自譴責自己對他人的誤導。
常常把所有事物極端化。
缺乏對自身弱點的認識。
代表人物:當奴‧杜林普

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--> 他。。。

九型人格分析
第一型完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使
13%
第五型智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型
13%
第八型領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型
13%
第六型忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型
11%
第七型快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型
11%
第三型成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型
11%
第四型藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者
10%
第九型和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者
10%
第二型助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型
7%

你是典型的完美主義者。你事事追求完美,很少講出稱讚的說話,很多時會對自己或是對身邊的人批評。因為你對自己的有很高的標準,給自己很大壓力,很少放鬆自己去盡情的玩、開心的笑。

[1st-Perfectionist]
主要特徵:
內心的正確標準變成嚴格的自我要求,不斷產生自責的思想。。
只接受和做正确的事情。
在自身的高層道德和倫理觀念上擁有堅定的信念。要求自己做芸芸眾生中少數的能做正確事情的人。
對於那些不符合正確標準的需要置之不理。
在思想上把自己同他人比較:「我比他們強還是差?」同時很在意他人的批評
做決定時猶豫不決,害怕做出錯誤的決定。
在家裡,會事事操心;出到外面,會盡情玩樂。
有時會變成事後諸葛,在事情發生後,意識到潛在的完美可能,「想想看原本應該是多麼完美。」而感到失落。
代表人物:柏拉圖、甘地、戈爾
你是一個很冷靜的人,總想跟身邊的人和事保持一段距離,也不會讓情緒失控。很多時,你都會先做旁觀者,之後才投入參與。另外,你也需要充分的私人空間和高度的私隱,否則你會覺得焦慮不安。你很有機會成為專家,例如電腦、漫畫、時裝,因為你對知識是非常熱愛的。

[5th-Observer]
主要特徵:
保持不被涉及的狀態;感到威脅時,第一道防線是撤退或者繫緊安全帶。
害怕用心去感覺。
過度強調自我控制。把注意力從感覺上挪開。「戲劇是給那些普通人看的。」
情感延遲。在他人面前控制感覺,等到自己一個人的時候,才表露情感。
把生活劃分成不同的區域。把不同的事情放在不同的盒子裡,給每個盒子一個時間限制。
希望能夠預測到將要發生的事情。
對那些解釋人類行為的特殊知識和分析系統感興趣。希望找到一張解釋情感的地圖。
分不清精神上的不依賴和拒絕痛苦的感情封閉,是沒有悟道的佛。
喜歡從一個旁觀者的角度來關注自己和自己的生活,讓自己的觀點不受情感偏見的影響。
代表人物:愛因斯坦

Saturday, September 27, 2008

See anything you like?















We got these (and more) as free gift (upon request) when we visited the Dell showroom last week.
Best to carry Fingers with you all the time so that can 'steal' anything u like :))






Friday, September 26, 2008

Friday Night Boys - You Do You Don't



The first time I wont regret
One look into your eyes and I'll never forget
But you're not about to jump right into
This tonight
Wondering just what to do
Every single second in the room with you
I can't talk this over
To win you over
Here tonight

So open your eyes
don't say goodnight
Wondering why
Alone tonight
I'll just let it go for you

I'm letting you down
You are just hiding it so well
You're giving me no sign
No interest
You don't really want this, you don't really want this
So right now
Are you gonna try to save yourself
I bet you're so sick
Of hearing it
You don't really want this, you don't really want this

So hard to get, is that what it's gonna be?
Sitting down not even looking at me
I hope forever
I wont remember
This tonight
So out the door
Gone away
Running so fast through the pouring rain
Gone forever
So much better
Here tonight

I'd throw it all away for you
If you took another look you'd be back so soon
All alone, a dark cold night
Wrapped around, you better hold on tight

Ning Baizura

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NING - Arab Malay + Dutch Javanese diva

Pasti

Here In My Home - Malaysian Artistes For Unity

好想你 
怎么办 

**

 MISS HOME!!
I miss all of the mixture of colours
i miss all of the mixture of languages
i miss all of the mixture of good/bad clothing
i miss all of the imperfections (why perfect anyway??)
i miss the "lah"s & "kah"s cos we dont care!
the EXPRESSION it counts!!!!
we just dont care
we just dont care about anything and anything i do i mean anything
i miss homeeeeeeeee!!!!!!










I have always been a believer of Malaysia
This is my home, my country, my nation, a perfect song to bring us together!



I am a proud Malaysian and I love Malaysia!



http://www.malaysianartistesforunity.info/?page_id=6


about
pete was juggling tomatoes.
bored. so he telephoned a few friends. “how about getting together to make an anti-racism national unity song and music video?” all said yes without hesitation. not because pete threatened them with a sharp and rusty knife. but only because they love malaysia.























the contingent swelled to 52 people a few days later. it included filmmakers, dancers, singers, producers, musicians, actors, entrepreneurs, designers, footballers, activists, celebrities, students and a florist. nobody would be paid. yet they were enthused. not because they were high on speed. only because they love Malaysia.

they gathered to record the song. it had a catchy chorus and was able to induce a mass sing-along. everyone was happy when it was done. they named it ‘here in my home’. then more people joined. the party now included more than 120 people. but the budget remained exactly zero. it seems even the spreadsheet loves malaysia.

everyone turned up for the video shoot. much fun was had and friendships made. video editors went to work after the shoot was done. both the recording and the video would be given away for free. a gift to the nation. from those who love malaysia to those who feel the same.

did you ask what this is all about?

it’s about love.

[editor: 'text too cheesy. please revise.'] [geek: 'no.']

malaysian artistes for unity





http://www.malaysianartistesforunity.info/?page_id=46


faq
NOTE 1: we found a chinese tranlsation of this faq>here<. thanks mr.liew for taking the trouble. NOTE 2: if you really want to see pics of the shoot,>here<>here<. 2. where is the guest book? please leave your comments and messages in the>bulletin< style="font-weight:bold;">3. i love the project. how can i help?

you can help by simply downloading the song or video or requesting them on your favorite radio or tv station or participating in any broadcasted contests or activities related to this project. most importantly, you can help by posting or embedding our banners, song and video on your websites, blogs and other internet locations. helping us spread the word is the best thing you can do for us. banner and video embedding codes are provided at the bottom of the >download<>

4. how many people are involved in the project?

about 150 people were directly involved in the project as of 3rd of May 2008. more have since joined. these new supporters include record labels, advertisers, businessmen, and broadcasters. the true answer is that we don’t really know how many. either way, if we included you, there must be tens of thousands by now.

5. how long did it take to put the project together?

it took merely 5 weeks for the team to complete the production phase of the project from scratch. apart from scary phone bills and small incidentals, this was done without spending a single penny. average amount of sleep per person per night in that period was about 3 hours. photographs taken at that time revealed stressed out people with very big eye-bags. not pretty.

6. who wrote ‘here in my home’?

pete teo did. it was written 5 days before studio sessions began - when initial plans to use a well known john lennon song did not materialize due to licensing difficulties. pete was at first unsure about the song he wrote. yasmin ahmad had to convince him to use it.

7. who produced the song?

the song was co-produced by greg henderson and pete. it was recorded at greg’s studio in kuala lumpur. nick lee, a regular collaborator with pete on his albums, mixed and mastered it at ark studio. justin lim and jamie wilson played organ and slide guitar. greg and jamie are australian citizens. like many expats living in our country, despite being married to malaysians and having lived here for years, they have to date not yet had their permanent residency or citizenship applications approved by immigration.

8. where was the video shot?

the video was shot at the kuala lumpur performing arts centre. yasmin and ho yuhang co-directed it. the shoot involved about 120 people. many had so much fun they postponed prior engagements to stay the entire day. some were moved to tears when the day was over. thank you to klpac management for sponsoring the location and alliance cosmetic for sponsoring catering.

9. how many volunteers worked on the project?

from the stellar cast to the tea lady, everyone involved worked on the project voluntarily and for no money. still, our 18 volunteers in charge of chaperoning the cast deserve a special mention. they stayed up all night before the day of the shoot in order to study photographs. reason? they wanted to greet everyone by their first names upon arrival. they were the best.

10. who came up with the idea of shooting from static camera positions?

yuhang came up with the idea of shooting the video from two static camera positions. not only was this the only logistically efficient way to shoot 50 personalities in one day, it was also the most honest way to showcase the diverse personalities of the cast.

11. is the project linked to the government or any political party?

no. the project is entirely independent. it has received no funding from anyone. the budget is exactly zero and it is a non-profit effort. anyway, racial unity in malaysia should transcend party politics. the country belongs to all malaysians regardless of income, race or creed. this project is a gift from everyone connected to the project directly to you.

12. why isn’t the song in bahasa malaysia?

although sung predominantly in english, the current version of the song has 4 languages in it. we feel that this is more representative of the diversity of malaysia than any single-language song. having said that, we welcome efforts to produce other-language versions of the song. in fact, a multi-artistes bahasa malaysia version of the song will be produced by afdlin shauki soon. stay tuned.

13. i love the song and want to record a different version of it

developing different versions of the song is something we are happy to support if it is used in similarly non-profit, non-party-political and anti-racism undertakings or other spin-off initiatives related to this project. for the use of the song in commercial undertakings, normal music industry licensing requirements apply. pete retains copyright to the song. kindly seek licensing permission from him before proceeding. contact his office >here<. 

14. i want to license it for a political party’s campaigning as this is a non-partisan effort for racial unity, we will not support or approve the use of the song or video for party-political purposes. however, an exception will be made if the undertaking is bi-partisan and inclusive in participation. 

15. i hate it. why isn’t my favorite artiste involved? although we would have liked to have included every famous malaysian artiste in the project, this is simply not possible for scheduling and other reasons. moreover, the no-budget, non-profit nature of this project and its timeline of 3 weeks from pre-production to video shoot meant that there is a limit to how many people we could invite and manage. be that as it may, we agree that our project is not perfect and will happily offer our modest assistance if you’d like to produce a more comprehensive effort. in the mean time, please don’t hate us. we’re sensitive creative types and feel hurt easily [puke]. 16. i don’t recognize some faces on the video. who are they? our cast ranges from superstars, indie musicians, dancers, filmmakers, arts curators, actors, poets, painters, art students, models, entrepreneurs and more. some are household names and others are only known to the sub-communities in which they do admirable and often under-acknowledged work. we feel that the diversity of our participants represents a good cross section of the malaysian arts community. we also do not think a project featuring only superstars and celebrities would be terribly relevant or representative. please check out the links to our cast. they are listed in the >people<>download<>here< 

[geek: 'i don't bite']  


A youth magazine called ALL THE RAGE claimed that there is no racism in Malaysia - at least not enough to justify our effort to address it - and therefore the project was no more than an excuse for a bunch of desperate celebrities to get 'their 15 minutes of fame'.....
http://rage.com.my/writeups/story.asp?file=/2008/5/20/entertainment/20080520111529&sec=entertainment

Look at how the compose Pete Teo responded...
http://www.peteteo.com/weblog/langswitch_lang=en

蔡琴

新不了情 蔡琴不了情2007經典歌曲香港演唱會

Teresa Tang 鄧麗君

我只在乎你


不了情


你怎麼說



月亮代表我的心



甜密密


小城故事


梅花


在水一方

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Connie Talbot / Judy Garland / Marilyn Monroe



actual singing starts at 2:14








Somewhere, over the rainbow, way up high.

There's a land that I heard of Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere, over the rainbow, skies are blue.

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far Behind me.

Where troubles melt like lemon drops, Away above the chimney tops.

That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere, over the rainbow, bluebirds fly. Birds fly over the rainbow,

Why then - oh, why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow,

Why, oh, why can't I?

We Shall Behold Him - Sandi Patty




They sky shall unfold
Preparing His entrance
The stars shall applaud Him
With thunders of praise

The sweet light in His eyes, shall enhance those awaiting
And we shall behold Him, then face to face

O we shall behold Him, we shall behold Him
Face to face in all of His glory
O we shall behold Him, yes we shall behold *Him*
Face to face, our Savior and Lord

The angel *shall* sound, the shout of His coming
And the sleeping shall rise, from *their* slumbering place
And those *who remain*, shall be changed in a moment
And we shall behold him, then face to face

We shall behold Him, o yes we shall behold Him
Face to face in all of His glory
We shall behold Him,*Yes we shall behold Him* face to face
Our Savior and Lord
And We shall behold Him, our Savior and Lord
Savior and Lord!!!!!!!!!




Born Sandi Patty on July 12, 1956, in Oklahoma City, OK; daughter of Ron Patty (a minister of music); married John Helvering (a recording agent); divorced; married Don Peslis; children: Anna, Jennifer, John, Erin; stepmother to Peslis's four children. Education: Attended San Diego State University; Anderson College, B.A., 1979. Addresses: Record company--Word Records, 25 Music Sq., W. Nashville, TN 37203; website: http://www.wordrecords.com. Agent--William Morris Agency, 2100 West End, Ste. 1000, Nashville, TN 37203.


Sandi Patty has been called "The Voice" of contemporary Christian music. Gifted with a tremendous vocal talent that lends itself to a wide range of expression, Patty has enjoyed a diverse musical career. From ballads to pop to distinctive renditions of traditional gospel music, Patty bridges the gap between the secular and Christian worlds and ministers to her wide audience in a unique way. She has won five Grammy Awards and 39 Dove Awards.

Born on July 12, 1956, Patty made her singing debut at the tender age of two while singing "Jesus Loves Me" in church. Her vocal gift, apparent even then, increased dramatically over the years, and she soon performed regularly at small gospel churches around the country with her two younger brothers in the family singing group, the Ron Patty Family. As a young adult, she studied voice at San Diego State University before transferring to Anderson College in Indiana to major in music. While at Anderson, Patty earned money as a backup singer doing jingles for Juicy Fruit gum and met her future husband, John Helvering. It was Helvering who proved instrumental in encouraging Patty to perform and made arrangements for her to record a custom album entitled For My Friends. Her name was misspelled "Patti" on the album, and she used that version of her name professionally for many years. After hearing the album, a recording executive offered her a contract in 1979. There was no stopping "The Voice" then. Sandi's Song, Patty's first contractual release, appeared in 1979 and was followed by a number of personal appearances which spread the word of her music ministry nationwide. In 1980, Patty and her husband put together a small tour, quickly realizing that music was becoming far more than a part-time occupation. When she was asked to sing backup for the Bill Gaither Trio, Patty became convinced that her future lay in the music field. Her 1982 album Lift Up the Lord, a tightly produced and distinctly contemporary-sounding Christian album, won two Dove awards and featured such outstanding songs as the lively title track and "How Majestic Is Your Name," balanced against such balladic powerhouses as "They Could Not." Her 1983 album Sandi Patty Live: More Than Wonderful, certified gold in 1985, garnered additional Dove awards and a Grammy for best gospel performance. Subsequent albums have been nominated for musical awards each year, and Patty was named Billboard 's Inspirational Artist of the Year for four years in a row.

Patty's first major solo tour occurred in 1984 with concerts in the one hundred largest cities in the United States. The tour corresponded with the release of the Songs From the Heart album and drew more than half a million fans, confirming once again her position as the leading figure in popular Christian music. Her 1986 album Morning Like This earned her another Grammy, as did her duet with Deniece Williams on the song "They Say." As a whole, Morning Like This offers a striking musical balance: the title track embraces the mystery and joyful declaration of Easter morning, while the single "Love in Any Language" reaches well beyond the varying sects in Christendom; hand-clapping, foot-stomping favorites such as "Hosanna" and "Let There Be Praise" complement the inspirational moments of songs like "In the Name of the Lord."

Striving to keep pace with changes in musical tastes while not disappointing fans who had begun to equate her with operatic high C's and ringing, emotional crescendos, Patty blazed new trails with her 1988 album, Make His Praise Glorious. Still present here are hallmark ballads such as "In Heaven's Eyes" and powerhouse hits like "No Other Name," but the popular "Love Will Be Our Home" contains rocklike guitar licks--something fans might not have expected. Other departures are evident in the catchy "Come Let Us Worship," which found favor with fans of electronic percussion, and "Someone Up There Loves Me," featuring heavy brass aimed at jazz buffs.

Patty's broad appeal as a performer is not hard to understand. Her tremendous vocal talent bridges the gap between her Christian audience and the secular world. ABC-TV included her inspirational recording of "The Star Spangled Banner" during its Liberty Weekend Celebration, and NBC-TV invited her to participate in the network's Christmas in Washington special with former U.S. president Ronald Reagan. She has also performed on numerous daily television programs, including The Tonight Show, The Today Show, and Good Morning America, on specials such as the Grammy Awards show and the CBS special We the People, at the 1988 Republican National Convention, and at the opening ceremonies of the 1988 presidential inauguration. In addition, after four years of planning, Patty released Sandi Patty and the Friendship Company in 1989, a children's album that is destined to become a classic.

Patty continued to sing, tour, and record, but in 1992, personal difficulties sidelined her career. During a separation from her husband, John Helvering, she had an extramarital affair with Don Peslis, whom she later married after divorcing Helvering. Although this would not affect the careers of most musicians, in the world of Christian music, the scandal cost her listeners. For the next several years, she went through counseling and reconciliation with her church, as well as with the Christian press and her fans. Although some continued to boycott her music, many fans eventually returned to support her. In 1997, Patty told Susan Hogan-Albach in the Minneapolis Star-Tribune, "I've been dealing with it as truthfully and honestly and openly as I can." She added, "I think my experiences can be a source of encouragement for others. Life is not perfect, and we're all going to make mistakes, but God will still love us. That's my message." Iin 2000, Patty told Tim Harlow in the Minneapolis Star-Tribune, "Living on the other side of a difficult time in life, God is giving me another chance." Realistically, she told Julia Duin in the Washington Times, "I am sure there are fans who will never buy my music again. That is a loss."

In February of 2004, Patty was inducted into the Gospel Music Hall of Fame. Also in 2004, Patty considered taking her career in another direction when she decided to run for a position on the school board in her home town of Anderson, Indiana. She told Robyn-Denise Yourse in the Washington Times, "My passion is the schools and I want to be part of something that will be good for the community." However, a month later, she dropped out of the race, realizing that her career in music would not give her enough time to devote to the position if she won.

Despite her national exposure as a performer, Patty remains refreshingly sincere and unchanged. Her dedication remains with the Lord and to her husband and four children. The music, in all its excitement, remains a ministry. As she noted in People: "I don't tell people 'You have to believe this,' but rather, 'Hey, the things that Jesus taught and continues to teach flat out work, and this is where I've been and learned and maybe it fits where you're at right now.' Music is a powerful tool. We should use it to help shape positive values." Perhaps what makes Sandi Patty's work so accessible and successful is her sincerity. Most critics agree that Patty's ability to cross musical boundaries and spread the Christian word to a wide and varied audience will insure her longevity in the field.

by Meg Mac Donald and Kelly Winters

Sandi Patty's Career

Christian music singer and recording artist, 1979--. Has toured throughout the United States.


Sandi Patty's Awards

Thirty-nine Dove awards for gospel artist, female vocalist, and inspirational album of the year, all from the Gospel Music Association, 1982-90; Grammy awards for best gospel performance of a duo or group, 1984, 1986, and 1987. best gospel performance, female, 1987, and best pop gospel album, 1991; named inspirational artist of the year by Billboard magazine, 1986-89; inducted into Gospel Music Hall of Fame, 2004.

Famous Works

Selected discography
Sandi's Song Benson, 1979.
Love Overflowing Benson, 1981.
Lift Up the Lord Benson, 1982.
Sandi Patti Live: More Than Wonderful Impact, 1983.
The Gift Goes On Word, 1983.
Songs From the Heart Impact, 1984.
Hymns Just for You Helvering, 1985.
Morning Like This A&M, 1986.
Make His Praise Glorious A&M, 1988.
Sandi Patty and the Friendship Company A&M, 1989.
The Finest Moments A&M, 1989.
Sandi's Song Word, 1990.
Hymns Just for You Word, 1990.
Songs from the Heart Word, 1990.
Another Time, Another Place Word, 1990.
More Than Wonderful Word, 1991.
Love Overflowing Word, 1991.
Lift Up the Lord Word, 1991.
>Libertad Me Das Word, 1998.
All the Best--Live! Word, 2001.
Take Hold of Christ Word, 2003.
Further Reading

Sources

Periodicals
Billboard, September 9, 1995, p. 13; July 24, 1999, p. 11.
Contemporary Christian Music, April 1988.
Grand Rapids Press, January 10, 2004, p. A8.
People, December 2, 1985.
Star Tribune (Minneapolis, MN), December 6, 1997, p. 5B; November 18, 2000, p. 7B.
Washington Times, March 26, 1998, p. 2; February 23, 2004, p. B05.
Online
Holland Sentinel, March 12, 2004, http://www.hollandsentinel.com/stories/031204/lif_031204006.shtml (July 2, 2004).

I try - Macy Gray




Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together
But wer,e not
I play it off but I'm dreamin of you
I'll keep it cool but I'm fiendin.
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
I play it off but I'm dreamin of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Here is my confession
May I be your possesion
Boy I need your touch
Your love kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
I play it off but im dreamin of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin
I try to say good bye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

"Wind Beneath My Wings" Bette Midler





Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.

Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.

Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.



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