Showing posts with label Utopia... 風兒和雨兒的烏托邦. Show all posts
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Monday, November 03, 2008

The grass is greener...

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曾經有一位傻氣的風兒;曾經有一位傻氣的雨兒
他們捲起過了一陣又一陣的風暴,卻又徐徐地平息了。
是看清了現實的忙碌;還是看清了自己的無能;
是經不過時間的磨練;還是經不過自己心裡的卡子。。。

我最新的座右銘就是:
「是什麼也好,我都不管了。」
此句是褒貶都好,您也別替我操心了。

「到底有誰能最清楚事實呢?」
這是我學過最有趣的一個論點了﹣是風兒悄悄地告訴我的。
對,他還是經常地在我耳邊細語。

你問我喜歡什麼;還剩下什麼?
我喜歡讓風兒經常逗留在我身邊
我們都靜靜地不發一句
沒煽情沒激動沒起伏, 只有悄悄細語。
這已經很完美了。

關於老天爺也給不了的完美﹣
我想我是明白的,我知道我可以做到的。
既使我不,我也盡可能留下讓人心曠神怡的一片翠綠。






Friday, October 24, 2008

Way Back Into Love, Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett (Movie:Drew Barrymore)

This is the best version and I LOVE THIS.



From the movie, where u can see both Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore in the movie
With Chinese subtitle of the song.
此曲+戲幕有中文字幕



The song is performed in full here, but in pictures.


I've been living with a shadow overhead 
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed 
I've been lonely for so long 
Trapped in the past 
I just can't seem to move on 

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away 
Just in case I ever need them again someday 
I've been setting aside time 
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind 

All I want to do is find a way back into love 
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh 

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine 
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs 
I know that it's out there 
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere 

I've been looking for someone to shed some light 
Not somebody just to get me through the night 
I could use some direction 
And I'm open to your suggestions 

All I want to do is find a way back into love 
I can't make it through without a way back into love 
And if I open my heart again 
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end 

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real 
Or if anybody feels the way I feel 
I need inspiration 
Not just another negotiation 

All I want to do is find a way back into love 
I can't make it through without a way back into love 
And if I open my heart to you 
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do 
And if you help me to start again 
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

Monday, September 22, 2008

你還記得<愛>嗎﹖





親愛的麗兒

妳還記得<愛>嗎﹖
和那段屬於我倆
坐在草坪上膝足長談
談情說愛的日子。
耀目的藍天白雲下
見證了我們身邊一段又一段情愛。

今天我遇見了真愛
他懂愛和珍惜愛
他不在自己的需求或自己的能力條件下說愛我
但是我們並不會有童話故事般的結局
因為在深愛我的與此同時
他愛遍了所有能遇見的愛
不放過任何一個愛與被愛的機會
我只能悄悄地享用和他停留在黑洞的一剎那當永遠
是我貪心了嗎﹖
I don't think so...and you know what? I don't care anymore.

不懂他的人害怕他那巨大的愛讓他們看見自己的缺乏和懦弱於是選擇放棄靠近
懂他的人離不開他和沉溺在被他愛的幸福感覺裡永遠不願意知道什麼真假深淺上下獨一或唯一

他也像小男孩兒一樣好傻氣﹐
對我氣了一遍又一遍。
最近他說他氣我了﹐
於是我也因此而說我也氣了﹐
可是我還是偷偷地把他想了一遍又一遍﹐
再次努力地想去懂他
希望能不再讓他生氣。

我只能說這是他愛的方式
永遠默默的付出而不讓人知道
卻又深切地渴望別人懂他愛他。

可是他看了我的氣話後﹐他說他更氣了
我卻笑了。
我卻再也氣不下去了
因為沒有一個男人對我如此認真過
把我看了一遍又一遍﹐和我一樣努力地想辦法愛對方。
過去的他他他和他與他及他
都愛上了我的身份多於尋我愛我。
我以為我此生再也等不到一位如此尋我的他了。

如果我希望懂他﹐我只能如此改變自己去愛他。
在愛情的烏托邦裡
有可能不改變任何以一方而去得到嗎﹖
我只能說我願意變成一個無限的未來。

奈何
我們各自都脫拉著一條長長的情債在後
永遠償還不了
於是只能靜悄悄地在小小的心靈深處
放縱地愛
卻仍然天天在繁華鬧世中埋醉在包裝完美的體膚生活裡。

懂愛懂恨
敢愛敢恨
要愛要恨的我倆之間卻似乎在著永遠的寂寞
因為太完美的愛
原來就不能互補不足。。。
於是存在著綿綿的愛恨情仇。

妳也見過<愛>了嗎﹖
妳也渴望<愛>嗎﹖
我記得妳說過妳沒有愛的勇氣
於是我們分道揚標上路尋愛去了

今天我傷痕累累地回來告訴你我終於見到愛了
可是我也同時好累好累了
累了的我失去了愛的勇氣和原動力
而不是看不見他。。。我卻因為這樣而傷害了他。

妳會祝福我嗎﹖
E說他在被我愛了10年後而放開後才終於“懂”我了
說會祝福我
他說他不再覺得我是異類了
因為他看見了別人的認同
先是認同了他的缺乏不是異類
然後他才有能力認同了我的努力缺乏需要。
有一天我希望他懂
最該到洞裡獨自生活終老的是我而不是他
因為對愛沒要求的他能得到的愛是太多了
每個人都有能力愛他疼他保護他而他也樂在其中
而我﹐為了尋找深切的愛傷盡了身邊的人否定愛。。。
誰最懂愛
誰最不懂愛


夢夢



后话:
让你为我生气难过,对不起。
我只能说你未能从我的角度来看我的世界感受选择。那是我感到难过的。
可能有一天你会懂吧。那也无所谓了。
因为这一次是唯一的一次我为自己作决定的一次。
这不是个好或开心的决定,只是个让我不再约束自己的决定。
我除了感到轻松别无他想了。
你知道我的生活从小就被紧紧的绑住了永远碰钉子永远不能为自己作主永远活在约束下。
离家多年(我有过家吗?)的日子里我曾在梦中抽醒想起家乡的种种。
他和我的过去有许多相同的遭遇和感受那是最动人的地方。
只想一同共度和有个伴儿迈向未来,我不觉得有错。这不就是每个人心中的愿望么?
这是我问你还记得/有遇见过爱的含意。
把爱转化,你怎会以为我不懂呢?你怎会怀意你认识的我呢?你怎么不相信我有更深一种遭遇呢?
小邓说过,性欲情爱顶多是生活的调剂品;人是无限量的,<秘密>说。
当我说我对婚姻失去了感受,同样的我也不期盼和他有甚么天长地久了。
有过,就好了。只少此生我真的遇见过了。原来过去卅年你都枉称懂我了。
原来你说我脱俗只是和E一样觉得我是异类罢了。
疯颠痴狂的人都觉得自己是最特别的:))
你不总是心疼我永远选择当伤心的一位吗,虽然这次还是一样。
不同的是我再也不需要爱得辛苦了。。。

丽儿,如果你真想懂我和我们的话,我想跟你分享的是我们之间从来没有任何形式的承诺而那就是最美丽的地方。因为我们的拥有是无敌却也是无形的。我们一同探讨人生很可能只会让我们更爱惜生命和身边的一切包括找回自己而不是放弃任何东西。如果你能放下一般的思想角度可能你就能听得进去了。。。



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http://1-apple.com.tw/index.cfm?Fuseaction=Article&sec_id=3&NewsType=1&showdate=20080921&IssueID=20080921&art_id=30976388&SubSec=11

【王潔予╱綜合外電報導】美國「股神」巴菲特(Warren Buffett)傳記,即將上市。。。

。。。得知20多歲的巴菲特極沒自信,蘇珊除打點他所有雜務,還幫他與人溝通,「他從未感受過愛,蘇珊認為,他不覺得自己值得別人愛。」
施洛德還直言,價值觀差異是巴菲特與髮妻漸行漸遠主因。巴菲特於1956年白手起家,50年後累積出620億美元(近2兆元台幣)身家,但不圓滿的第一段婚姻,恐怕令他終身遺憾。施洛德寫道,「蘇珊明白丈夫的工作,有如他的神聖使命」,但她以為丈夫和她一樣,認為財產達到1000萬美元,就會回到她和3個孩子身邊,可惜事與願違。
1977年兩人結婚25年時,失望的蘇珊獨自從中部奧馬哈移居西岸舊金山,後來還請友人曼克斯(Astrid Menks)代為照顧丈夫。
1984年蘇珊坦承,移居西岸是因移情別戀,對婚姻夢想破滅的。
。。

http://www.randomhouse.com/bantamdell/snowball/

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Warren_Buffett

Warren Edward Buffett (born August 30, 1930, in Omaha, Nebraska) is an American investor, businessman and philanthropist. He is regarded as one of the world's greatest investors and ....

...Mr. Buffett married Susan Thompson in 1952. They had three children, Susie, Howard, and Peter. The couple began living separately in 1977, though they remained married until her death in July 2004. His daughter Susie lives in Omaha and does charitable work through the Susan A. Buffett Foundation and is a national board member of Girls, Inc.

In 2006, on his 76th birthday, he married his never-before-married longtime-companion, Astrid Menks, who was age 60 and had lived with him since his wife's departure in 1977 to San Francisco.[37] Interestingly, it was Susan Buffett who arranged for the two to meet before she left Omaha to pursue her singing career. All three were close, and holiday cards to friends were signed "Warren, Susie and Astrid"[38]. Susan Buffett briefly discussed this relationship in an interview on the Charlie Rose Show shortly before her death, in a rare glimpse into Buffett's personal life.[39]...






http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sandi_Patty

Sandi Patty (born July 12, 1956 in Oklahoma City, Oklahoma), known as "The Voice"[1][2] is an American Contemporary Christian music singer....

...as the highest-paid singer in the Christian music industry, largely due to massive touring and high-profile public appearances. In 1992, her surprising divorce from manager John Helvering rocked the Gospel Music industry, and this was later followed by an infidelity scandal that subsequently stalled her career in the mid-'90s. However, she slowly rebuilt her career through

Saturday, September 06, 2008

模擬的愛 Virtual Love

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JJ說,
她和她的他是個錯,從一開始都是個錯。
多月來每一句話,每一個話題都好貼心。
愛上了模擬中的美麗的相遇,然後在模擬中的相知、模擬中的相惜、模擬中的愛。。。 

有一天安排見面了。
以為見過面把一切變成現實後,就會變質了,就可以永遠解脫了。
殊不知美麗的東西又有誰願意放開?即使沒有想像中般的完美。
她低估了自己內心呈現出來的美麗。。。
充滿音樂細胞的她,一定有著最細膩動人的內在美
看見了她的他,一定再也忘不了她呈現出來那內、外在迷人的風采了。

然後
他們見了面後一次又一次,翻雲覆雨後,
她還是要決定了,需要永遠離開他。

她說她會停止一切了,停止在模擬中傳遞感覺了
我困惑地問,就會像聽起來那麼容易麼? 她回答說:不,一點兒也不會容易的。
但是,她很愛丈夫和兩位非常可愛的小天使。

當她想到如過有一天再這樣下去的話,她眼前的一切實實在在的美麗將回煙消雲散。
她不能承受、不敢想像,如果失去這一切的話。。。
於是她快刀斬亂麻。。。
畢竟這都是寂寞空虛的錯。
這都是短暫的,比起悠長地和家人共渡的一生,這又算得了什麼?

JJ, 我祝福妳。
謝謝妳看見過愛的美麗。
謝謝妳的愛,讓人生充滿希望。
這也讓我們有了這一個互相舔憐傷口的空間。
我也好羨慕妳,敢愛敢恨,敢拿起,敢放下。
這一切讓妳那精彩的人生奏上了美妙的樂章。

謝謝妳,讓我不再寂寞。


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PP說,
愛裡沒對錯。人生就是需要追求愛。
她會放下道德的束縛,尋愛去。

說到底,我們不是每一天都有機會遇見愛,相知相惜的愛。
Not every one another day to find a soul mate.

PP噢~妳說的都對極了。
可是我只能對妳說,妳好年青。
而我,已經失去了從前年青時那股對愛的衝勁。
或者是我太滿足於現實的狀況、這完美生活模式。

我要求的,真是應該的嗎?
我只能說,我太幸運了。
而我需不需要掌握,是另一回事。

有一天
他會把我看懂
平撫我那戰戰怔怔的腳步
帶著我到個與世無爭的地方去。。。
這是我今生的夢
一個永不願醒來的夢。



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RR說,
她和她的他是個永遠的遺憾。

自從當年他作出這個選擇,放棄了去愛的勇氣而去尋求人生的夢,也同時注定了在未來的一生裡再也尋不回她了。

她曾經在逗留過的城市和想念他的日子裡,
告訴過他說:How I wish you were here with me.
被放開後了的她,黯然地獨自上路了,遇上了另一位深情的他。

他在往後的日子裡,去她逗留過的每一城市去尋她的蹤跡,並留了影郵寄給她。
始乎在默默地問她,婚育過後的妳還想要我嗎?這真的是妳要的麼?
我也能給妳同樣精彩的人生,妳會來尋我麼?

無論今天他後悔與否,這都是不變的事實了。
她只願他能早日找到他的另一半
唸工程的她天天在男人堆中打混,爽快的她每天做的是讓男人咋舌的大小決擇。

理智的她從未懷疑過她眼前的一切:呵護她的丈夫,飄亮的女兒和完美的人生。
加上每天在模擬中和這位十數年的知己天南地北。
人生,夫復何求了。

是否這一切都已經是細水長流了。
是否。。。

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我看過人生喜怒哀樂了
我摘寫出妳的傷痛,因為妳感動了我
我沒有像你們一樣出色的成就
我帶來的只是一支揮寫愛的筆
我表達的的詞句背後,有著更深刻動人情感
他看見了我說要呵護我
說要帶我到北極去、月球去、火星去。
寫到這裡此時我想,
紅男綠女等待的就是一個相伴相隨的伴兒
在空虛的生活中互相療傷。
我們在彼此的分享中找到自己的影子,
影子和影子的對話
空間中再次動人的知遇。。。
我們都是一群在宇宙裡徘徊的寂寞空虛心靈。
放開眼界,這一切都是過眼雲煙。

於是我又繼續品嘗我慣常飲用的黑咖啡
來和我內心的悲痛一同醞釀下一個更動人的故事。
我愛你。
或者和元子一樣,我更愛的可能就是這個愛逗留在、選擇在傷痛中的自己。
我選擇的是像黑咖啡那樣最原始、不添加的愛
任何外在附加都只是調劑的一種,而非完整。
你也會愛上這樣的我麼?
你也看見了我麼?
我們,再也不願意放開對方,對麼?
因為你的存在讓我看見自己的美麗。
能和你相伴相隨,豐富了我的博客,也讓我的人生更美麗。
JJ, PP, RR, 我愛妳們。

Love is the substantiation of things hoped for and the conviction of things unseen, alot like faith but more fragile. 
Wow, too deep. 
Life is surrounding your self with the things u luv and building a spiritual relationship that will complete you. 
Either that or a bottle of whiskey and valium usually can do the job.


Friday, September 05, 2008

I love you

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(本篇文章來自於網路轉載)
What I find important in a relationship :
 
Love is like a butterfly. 
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. 
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. 
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, 
but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. 
So take your time and choose the best. 

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' 
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. 

Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. 
Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. 
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. 
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. 
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a guy is to let him fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch him fall and it works both ways... 

Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' 
Not 'where are you',but 'I'm right here.' 
Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' 
Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. 

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. 
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. 

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How to be in love: 
Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, 
share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain. 

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

Love hurts when you break up with someone. 
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. 
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel. 
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, 
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. 
If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. 
Let go.....I have! 

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My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, 
mature,never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish. 

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though your still with me
I've been alone all along

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What turns me on :
 
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."


Monday, August 25, 2008

7. 攝人停頓的美

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回來了,沒人替我傳話了。
所以我只好親自寫了這封sms,告訴妳這個小傻瓜,
我跟本不會離開,也沒走遠過。
我對你有信心,你也不用懷疑我吧。
咱倆個小傻瓜會永遠快樂的。
笑一笑吧,我愛看你笑的樣子。2053

親愛的
你知道嗎?自從我們一天加上一天更深更新的知遇被發掘後,我越發笑不出來了。
今天我更是發現我跟本再也不能笑了。
因為最不可能的夢想已經在我生命中成真了。

我們之間綻放的一切是攝人停頓的美。

我們是故事的規畫者,
自諞自導自演了一齣紅男綠女的心中完美的烏托邦
一切是完美無瑕的配合。

我看得呆了:我們的存在體現出你的哲學理念
﹣你接收變化並歸納形成我們完美的一部份﹣
這讓一切看似壞的的變化,後來都成了合情合理。
“我們”和“完美”也成了合成同義詞









Sunday, August 24, 2008

6. Sweep




The floor you walk on is smooth. There is no ground there.
Magic begins with blood. Outside, there are trees,
With concrete under their roots. But I have passed the tombs of kings,
Regaled them with pacing, checked bins for food and wrappings.
I have scoured the seas for miles, cloaked my face with ash.
My fingertips opening, accepting my time.

The dark cylinders of half-smoked cigarettes
For me, I’m your sorrow
Calling in your dreams
For me, I’m your shadow
Howling in the streets

Tomorrow, I will walk the streets
And steel myself for the familiar. Your eyes
Will not settle, a hunger. You’d be happier in your grave.
When we meet, share stories, you stretch me. I see,
I see a semi-circle of teeth.

The dark cylinders of half-smoked cigarettes
For me, I’m your sorrow
Calling in your dreams
For me, I’m your shadow
Howling in the streets 



5. One Of These Mornings


"One Of These Mornings"



One of these mornings
Won't be very long
You will look for me
And I'll be gone


4. Ready For Love

"Ready For Love"



"Ready For Love"

I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity

I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes
Just to stay in your good grace
Lately I've been thinking
Maybe you're not ready for me
Maybe you think I need to learn maturity
They say watch what you ask for 
Cause you might receive 
But if you ask me tomorrow 
I'll say the same thing

I am ready for love
Would you please lend me your ear?
I promise I won't complain 
I just need you to acknowledge I am here

If you give me half a chance
I'll prove this to you 
I will be patient, kind, faithful and true
To a man who loves music
A man who loves art
Respect's the spirit world
And thinks with his heart

I am ready for love
If you'll take me in your hands
I will learn what you teach
And do the best that I can

I am ready for love
Here with an offering of 
My voice
My Eyes
My soul
My mind

Tell me what is enough
To prove I am ready for love

I am ready

3. 最傻氣的是風兒 - a raging tempest

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我只不過是離開了一會兒,風就帶來了雲,雲就下了雨,然後天晴過後風也走了。
我看著留下交差的日月,無言了。
我一直以為風雨為我們傳話,原來是我自以為是罷了。
突然好像長大了,可是又寂寞了。0731

我的傻瓜,你弄錯了。
你難到看不到那日月交差的時空中背後帶出的那份莊嚴的美麗嗎?
風雨過後留下了是一份無可比擬、寧靜的美。
她們是把話傳了,只是我們聽進去了多少、消化後、表達後又剩下了多少。
都市人誰都寂寞,誰都可以不再寂寞,只是我們選擇的分別,選擇讓別人如何看見自己、如何走下去。

有一位經過雲兒身旁,調皮不願逗留的風兒。
颱風掠過把雲兒雨兒都旋翻地面目全非。

嚷著要被停留,卻又不甘於停留、不完全被停留下來。
嚷著沒有被停留的緣份,卻又忍不住和人糾纏不已。
嚷著無羈的思想,以為自己毫不在乎,卻不差覺自己乎略了愛是需要培養的過程。
他愛上了雲兒, 以及和她糾纏不情的爭論在理性和感性之間。
雲兒身邊出現過了最讓人感動風仙子
原來他最懂愛,又最渴望被愛。
可是看似愛的到來,他卻又捉不著。

像火般絢麗的你,讓我偷偷地瞭解到,要再次重新學習愛的包容。
釋懷後我就讓你繼續燃燒下去吧。誰能做些什麼呢。一切都是決擇。
萬般皆是愛、半點不由人。

你說E和我都一樣,無法把現在給你,都把你排在命運的後面。
你難到都像天下的傻瓜蛋一樣,以為事實真是如此嗎?
如果你真願意一同燃燒的話,又有誰抗拒的了那美麗的知遇呢?

只是你最愛的還是你自己
不容許愛裡有任何的過錯。
強行不讓自己走前一步,唯一讓寂寞繼續纏繞的是自己而不是命運的安排。

當你每一次在向風雨展現愛的同時,你也悄悄地為自己立了衛牆。
忽略了真真無羈的愛是當一切繁華過後,當雙方都一同品嘗過後,才會遺留下來。

你暄嚷著只等待完美的愛,
其實你最愛看見我為你熊熊地燃燒,然後理性地分析說不能擁有我
我們想鏡子反映地一樣,想的說的愛的都是自己和對方的心聲
只是時空的偏差,還是風兒雨兒在搗蛋?
我們都愛上了在文字裡找到知己, 愛上自己和對方;然後悄悄地擁有自己和對方。

其實你最愛和我一起為此時此刻crash and burn, in a ranging burn
這就是我們最完美又無羈的烏托邦。

這就是風雨捎來、雨兒偷聽風兒說的七彩上色的故事。
我都聽懂了,只不讓你知道罷了。
好讓我有讓你繼續好奇翻看閱讀的驚喜,
不讓你走開。Don't even think about it.
If I ever sound any pushy, it is because I want to be your follower.





Saturday, August 23, 2008

2. 雲兒嘆道:“你讓風兒戲弄她?“

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Today it rains very heavy here, is it because you were thinking of me?  Today I got fever and sore throat... Finally, I crash and burn too. 1900

Today whole day I think of you more I think of my E.  Seems like its my turn to have emotional challenge now. 1347

今天風兒又來了,我不在。
可是風兒自個兒說了一大堆話還七彩上色般得意。
正當風兒說完要走時,在旁偷聽的小雨忍不住了問:主人不在了,我也不再傳話了。你為何還自個兒說得起勁呢?
風兒笑:我只專心做我該做的,一心一意地去做好他。其他的我就深信會自然地傳到吧。
小雨笑風兒傻就離開了。不久後妳那兒卻還是下雨了,我不在,所以我想問你小雨和你說了什麼?1641

I need you and I need you more everyday
I believe my mind fell in love with your mind
I cant deny that I hope you are the one 0245

小雨對我說她看見雲兒好寂寞。
苟且維生靠的是風兒憐惜地捎過來的零碎只字片語。

她似乎永遠地注定飄流,任游隨風帶她到處去,四海為家,恍彿永遠找不到靠岸。
每每似乎捉著了什麼的時後,卻又看著它有隨風飄去了。

雲兒嘆道,你究竟是風兒悄悄化成的仙子想要將她留下,還是你讓風兒作弄她?0356




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Friday, August 22, 2008

1. 風兒說。。。:“ 有一種叫不占據的愛。”

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剛才風兒和我說妳需要一點兒愛, 於是我叫了小雨跟妳說我會想妳的。
如果妳那邊下雨了,妳就知道我對妳的愛已收到了。2005

enjoying the moments with you
the rain came back and told me that she was sad....
and she will not help me passing any message to you anymore....
she said, "her wall is too thick, I gave a HK a typhoon also cannot penetrate her" 2350


短短數句、訴盡心中心聲委屈
。。。你就愛這樣風花雪月地討我歡心
給我驚喜,知道我需要你的存在來看見自己的價值。

你讓我放心地去和你一同去探索可愛的未來,
更放心的是沒有任何承諾未來的必要。

你拾起了我忐忑不安、殘缺的心, 
萬般呵護讓我安心地去享用你的愛 

我弄不懂
究竟你要的是什麼

然後你又提醒我什麼是要?要的是什麼?
讓看見我的問題多無聊,
我慌忙地收回和驚然地發現

你的存在反映出我的自己
原來你我什麼都不想要。。。
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